Hmmmm…
\nBasically I mass emailed a bunch of you, let you know what my future plans are. With all of my maniacal ranting, and the CPS court case up for review next month… I don’t think having archives up was very wise.<\/p>\n
Besides, I’m tired of reality.
\nI’m tired of doom and gloom…
\nI’m tired of whining.
\nI’m a doer, not a whiner.<\/p>\n
I wanted to get a little goofy, put up “Rik Havyk’s Funhouse”, kind of like a puppet show for all my pals, if you will.<\/p>\n
Well, most of you are just a tad sick of fake online personas.
\nThe wounds are still too fresh. Hey, that’s cool.<\/p>\n
I can still see your charred flesh and exposed layers of meat and nerves….<\/p>\n
*stops to finish his eggplant hoagie and continues…*<\/p>\n
So I shut it down. Temporarily.<\/p>\n
I’m not comfortable with people seeing the real me. Knowing too much. Having too much information.<\/p>\n
That’s how I bring people down.
\nI can get inside their heads, learn their fears, their weaknesses. Learn how to hear to what someone *isn’t* saying.<\/p>\n
Of course I spoke to kd. She supports my decision, and leaving the door open for me…. the doll that she is.<\/p>\n
I also wonder about the half truths, and the parts I keep leaving out (insiders know it all)… but is that any different from lying? I’d rather say nothing at this point.<\/p>\n
A lot has changed in the past few weeks.<\/p>\n
*Taps the 9″ bulletproof plexiglass walls surrounding the place; installed during one of Faith’s flame wars (Ah! The good ol’ days!)*<\/p>\n
Ain’t nobody getting into this place, bay-bee….. you’re all safe here.<\/p>\n
Basically I mass emailed a bunch of you, let you know what my future plans are. With all of my maniacal ranting, and the CPS court case up for review next month… I don’t think having archives up was very wise.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10,21,1,2,5,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-407","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-best-of-enemy-of-the-state","category-heartbreak","category-news-gossip","category-old-stuff","category-site-updates","category-poconos"],"yoast_head":"\n