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So much for trying to let it go.
I should have known better, when the beginning of every month it starts up like a flare of PMS. Over and over.

You know, for someone who “isn’t going to play”… That’s TWICE now.

Twice I have been to someone’s comments and there you are talking your shit. I’m trying really hard to figure out if you’re just an idiot that believes all the lies of a one-sided story, as quite a few people were temporarily fooled FROM their emotional outbursts… or you’re just an asshole committed to perpetuating the lies out of loyalty to your insane friends. You know… one lies, and the others cover for it?

“Abused children who grew up to become the abusers.”

Someone posted that anonymously somewhere about you guys.
Whoever you are, I thank you FROM the bottom of my heart. You’ve hit the nail on the head with this particular group.

You folks have become the people you’ve hated the most. The ones who’ve hurt you, raped you, abused you, beaten you, verbally berrated you, and ignored your pleas for help.

Congratulations. You’re one of them now. You must be beaming with pride.

I’ve tried to make peace on more than one occasion. Me. I’ve gone to YOU. I’ve ignored a lot of remarks and cheap shots over the past few months. I’ve read a lot of VERY personal things about me and my family on web pages, that I know SPECIFICALLY were asked never to be repeated.

I’ve used more restraint than you all can possibly imagine.

You? No one’s gone after YOU because, quite frankly you’re not worth it. I have no respect for someone whose opinion forms around whoever’s got the upper hand. I call people like that an “ass kisser”.

The only thing you’ve said recently that I agree with, is that your friends “didn’t deserve that treatment.”

You’re right. They didn’t get a tenth of what they deserved for what they put me through.

In case no one has informed you folks. The days of all my real-life nightmares are a thing of the past. I’m not the same guy FROM the summer who was down on his hands and knees as you all gathered around to keep kicking me in my face, and encouraged others to do the same. Do you REALLY want to tell people about “people who use their blogs to hurt and humiliate”? Is your memory that bad?

Is this all about why some of us no longer want to be associated with some of you? Or because we can now look back and LAUGH at some of your stupidity?

You want a REASON? CLOSURE? Are you people SERIOUS?
Don’t you re-read some of the garbage you write after you sober up????
Some of us don’t want to be your friend… handle it.
You’re going to be the butt of my jokes for a long, long time. Get used to it.

Quit bitching about what you see on our sites, as you’re all here several times a day… don’t you think I CHECK my referrers? Don’t you think I *KNOW* your ISP’s and IP addresses by now? No one forces you to come here. It’s a big web out there, with lots of other circles for you to play your little sadistic games. Go annoy them.

In case you and your posse haven’t noticed FROM the lack of your responses lately… NOBODY CARES ANYMORE. With each passing moment less and less people are buying INTO your crap.

Somehow, I’d like to think there’s a ton of people that know me better.
People that know my strong points and my faults. The good and the bad.
People that know I can be your best friend, or your worst nightmare.
People that have known me a hell of a lot longer than you have.

I know you folks are last word freaks by nature. And that’s fine.
So get out there, and get typing and get all your issues out there in the open.
I’m sick of the threats to shut me up as you feel you should speak, and people should take your side of the story as gospel truth.
People are all sick of the outlandish statements with nothing behind it.

Make your case people, or shut the fuck up already.

I pissed to all hell, but I’m still willing to let it go. But I can’t feel sorry for any of you anymore. You people only have enough power over me as I ALLOW you to have. I’d like to move on without tripping all over your rat droppings everywhere I go. Dwell in the past, if you wish… but it’s time for me and everyone else that’s decent to move FORWARD, and build the future.

Everyone’s getting nauseous on this merry-go-round of bullshit… and I’d like to get off, please.

I want to forget you people ever existed.
No pity for the abusers anymore. I’m sorry.